03/20/2020 Free Writing

This week has been tough. I feel lost without my usual routine. The uncertainty of what can happen tomorrow or the next day or the next week make me feel powerless. Not knowing if my dad will be able to fly back from India next month or even now worries me. I'm glad my grandmother isn't alone in India, but I would much rather them be here in the states. As annoying and frustrating as my family can be at times, I want them closer to me (but not too close, because boundaries).
I miss normalcy.